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Dear diary 9/9/24
Hi friends! It's been a while since I updated, not much reason other than I've been dealing with some things. Its like everything keeps changing around me and it's hard for me to keep up with it all. Other than that I have also been focusing more on my classes which is ahhhhh its so scary. I hope whoever is reading this has a wonderful week and know if you feel like I have been that you arent alone hehe.
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Dear diary 9/1/24
HIIIIIIIIIII! I am a little better now but also I just missed updating here. Recently I started playing honkai star rail again and I forgot how much I missed it. Overall it has been a weird couple of days but regardless. I have also been heavily hyperfixated on sadwitches and its pretty much all I eat idk whats up with me but theyre so good omg ugh. I hope whoever ends up reading this has a wonderful day!
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Dear diary 8/27/24
I usually wouldnt update this early but I have had a lot on my mind ever since I woke up. it started just as a weird feeling and weird interactions but now its seeped so deep into my psyche I just want to vent for a bit about it. I want to treat this place like my real diary, albiet a public one, so I really want to open up about things. My entire life ive chnased people and everything I ever wnated i had to go after, which sounds normal, but i realized that i was never what people wanted. Ive never been chased, or looked at or loved like the rest of everyone around me. Growing up i always attributed it to me being fat as it really wants great gorwing up being the only fat gril around. After I grew up it started to make me question my personality and other things. Now it just feels like im acting in a lot of situations just so people might like me. This happened both in my romantic life and my friendships. Possibly there is something wrong with me, something i need to fix so people might actually enjoy my company but im unsure. For now I really feel as though i should give up. I deserve to be chnased liek the rest and I am tired of not letting myself be open to the possibility of that. Thts alot of whats been on my mind so to whoever may even read this, thank you.
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Dear diary 8/26/24
I'ts very veryyyy early into the morning while I write to you today. I have yet to sleep simply because I have been having fun and talking to my friends, mixed with the fact that I am simply not sleepy. I have to fully focus on my schooling tomorrow so im a litte scared . I recently started watching the boondocks as well and Ive been having a blast with that. I dont have much to say but just felt like yapping for a bit hehe. I wish you all good health
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Dear diary 8/24/24
AHHHHH my first blog post! im so excited to see what this part of my life has to bring me ૮₍ ˶• ༝ •˶ ₎ა . It's well into the AM as I write this, and honestly, I do not have much to say. Today was a day like any other but this period of my life feels weird, as if i am waiting for a new start. Instead of waiting I should take things into my own hands ~ hence the post hehe~. I do not know how long ill be here but I can only hope to be able to share the joy and love I feel with others and to have the same in return. That's all I have for today hehe
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